OK, today is special because you get two posts in one day. It’s like a bonus. Alright, here’s what’s going on. It’s my favorite frackin’ time of the month and I have been craving fat and sugar. Not just craving, but then eating! This morning I polished off not one, but TWO bite-sized baked brie. This afternoon I actually bought a pack of Zingers. Not only did I buy them, I ate them! Let me tell you, they were so disgusting, but so good. WHAT IS GOING ON?? I eat better than this. I’m healthier than this. Goodness, at this rate my butt is going to fit into my old jeans.
I need someone to whip me into eating shape! Or at least motivate me to do so. All I can really do is hope next week is better. I feel super stressed this week since I have a sprint triathlon on Saturday and a 33-mile cycling event on Sunday. With those events coming up, I should filling up on whole grains, lean proteins, fruits, and veggies! Not heavily processed chocolate with creepy cream filling!!! I even tried writing out a schedule to help me deal with the stress and apparently it’s not really working since I’m stuffing my face like I’m getting paid. Rawr (<– why yes, I speak dinosaur).
I don’t know how things will go tonight since I’m headed to a DeRailed meetup because the guy I’m dating is speaking at it. Uh, I’ll let that sink in for a minute. …Ready? Yeah, I’m dating someone, hell we might even be in a relationship. This is just a lot for me to handle right now. I think if someone could shake me and yell at me to “GET AN EFF-ING GRIP!!!”, I would really appreciate that.
Sorry for the post that was all over the place, but I really needed to vent. I almost feel better. Perhaps I’ll go sweat it out later. That sounds good, right?? (Awesome, a Zemanta-recommended tag is Mental Health. Ulgh.)